that's a sunset picture
what a sunset mean?
for me, i think it means a new day is coming soon
yea! that's what my feeling right now
i wanna to have a new day without any problem
just having my life happily
i wish to smile but i fail
i m forcing my tears drop flowing out from my eyes!

just now i went to had lunch with my host family at Jaya 33
they came to Malaysia to had a family vacation
so, they decided to meet my family over here
this a picture that we took after the lunch



then they came to my house
*these are my so called siblings*


She's my sister

TOMOKO!! =)


and he's my brother

SOPPEI! =D


and this is my host family! =)

thanks for all my babes!

thanks han yong :)


thanks sukesh! =D


thanks chia zheng,sukesh =)


wao, it's from zheng! thanks.


I LOVE IT!!! it's from manie, chia zheng, shao wei! <3


from mon yun! thanks my flirting partner!!=)


thanks xin yuan! =D


it's from YING!!!!!!!!! arggg


but i love them! thanks! <3


gosh!! it's from MELAKA!


thanks jeff!!


thanks yong ching =)

WORDS THAT I WANNA TO EXPRESS OUT:
han yong: you're the first people who give me the present! i appreciate it so much! thanks a lot <3
sukesh: the ever ever ever people who give a lot of SURPRISE for me! and they surprise me! <3
chia zheng: the youngest friend who very close with us! thanks for the card! luckily i didn't cry for it! thanks. <3
manie: the funniest people and cute people that i had meet! meet him from "thanatos" xD thanks, manie! <3
shao wei: shao!! you really make me cry on the spot because of that! but what i wanna to tell you is I LOVE YOU! <3
mon yun: my flirting partner, how long didn't we contact?! but not bad, you remember my birthday! thanks <3
xin yuan: hey, honestly, i know what you wanna to give me before my birthday,so i didn't get shocked when u gave it to me, but thanks! <3
xue ying: your surprise is damn surprise! i almost get angry! cause i thought you forget about me. =( but who knows, at the dinner, and my tears!! but i really heart it! thanks my YYY!! <3
jeff: you know how touch to received a present from Melaka? you will know when you received it, or you try it! thanks a lot jeff!! and i m glad to have you as friends, i think we had meet each other for around1 year plus? going to be 2 years soon! <3
yong ching: what i can say is thanks a lot!! ahaha! but honestly, i still haven open it! =p <3
Lenny: the first who wish me in sms! thanks ya <3
chen hoong: the second person who wish me! before that, thanks for everything when i need a pair of ears! and my birthday that day!! <3>
guo unn: you're in the top 3 wei!! ahaha! thanks for everytime my party you also came. different people,different celebration right? =) <3
sukesh:sorry, you're not in the top 3. but thanks!! <3
xin yuan: thanks again! <3
shao wei: ahaha! my babe who keep wishing me to be old. Learn driving together next year. <3>
diing yienn: you're in the TOP 10!! ahaha, thanks yienn! <3
mon yun: thanks babe!! <3
june hwee: my caring babe, thanks for remember my birthday wei! <3
jeff: the ever sweet friends from melaka!! ahaha!! <3
kelvin: thanks for the wish! but you remember my age wrongly!! =( <3
han yong: thanks again! i will be waiting for the cards! <3
cheng en: ahaha!! jiao lian, i remember yours first! but thanks ya! <3
manie: the people that i always wanna to push him down wish me. thanks ya! <3
xin er: hey sa por! thanks for the wishes! <3
jeffrey: hey my senior, thanks ya! thanks for the wishes!! <3
shi ning: ahaha! u can't hate me this year, cause i know that's you. thanks ya! <3
yu zun: thanks zun, it's sweet. =D <3
kwan seng: the one wjho bully me as my present! but still thanks a lot! <3
jian yuan: thanks! another melaka sweet friend! <3
chia zheng:thanks again, my small little boy boy! <3
chun huei:ahaha!! my cousin remember my birthday this year!! first time FIRST TIME WEI!! <3
kar jun: hey, thanks for all the sweet messages! thanks! <3
some melaka friends: thanks for all my sweet melaka babes! i love you guys! <3

*ps: there's still got a few of them, but sorry, i didn't save your number, so i can't list down your name. BUT STILL THANKS A LOT! <3

and also people who wish me in face book! THANKS <3



HEY PEOPLE, I REALLY HAPPY TO HAVE YOU GUYS AS FRIENDS!
I APRRECIATE YOU GUYS! WHAT I WANNA TO SAY,
YOU ALL ARE MY PART YOU LIFE!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!

2010 is a new year
new year,new day, new ME
anything doesn't good in 2009
just stay away from me
i don't want to be suffer anymore
i feel that I M OLD!!!
so i just wanna to enjoy my life right now!
i got a lot of things to talk to my babes,
i wanna to post everything out!
but sorry, i doesn't have the time
and school reopen soon
just remember A NEW YEAR, A NEW DAY!





*HEY,that's how stupid i am!! xD
I LOVE JACE! <3

we are just like a family
i had spend my whole holidays with you guys!
my "birthday" party, i feel happy that most of you were attend
the sweet memories!
besides that, when i received the presents
my tear just flow out immediately
<3


*more thingy will be update soon. i m lazy =p

3 of december


firstly, i wanna to wish someone
she's SIM KA YEAN
i met her during form 1 cause we were in the same class
and this year, i same class with her too!
i m happy that she is 16 right now!
so what i going to do now is,
i wanna to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY,YEAN!


4 of december


now i going to wish someone too
he's CHYE HAN YONG
he's a really cute and friendly guy
i just met him few months ago
and i m gld to have him as my friend
yea! after this year,
i don't think that there will be a chance for me to meet him again
not really no chance, just hardly
so for now, i think,
i going to shout out loud
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,HAN YONG

REALLY HAPPY FOR ME TO MEET YA =D

我爱他

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