words for JWINES

words for JWINES (part1)

谁人还记得JWINES的由来？

请问当初的那份热情以及那股真诚已到何处去了

渐渐地，这名字也开始消失了

也许对你们而言，这还存在

但你们是否发现一切都不再像以前一样了

相信有的都知道我有话要说

是否好奇为何至今仍然未说呢？

坦白说，其实我是有话说不出口

发现，如再不说再不解决一切将变化

我也不想抱着遗憾或误会开始新的一年

首先，请问对你们而言什么是朋友，什么是姐妹？

一年一年地过着，我们之间的问题也越来越大

渐渐发现，我已不能在融入

性格是自己的，我也不方便多说

但我希望你们知道，请珍惜眼前的，别把一切当成理所当然

并为所有人都一样能接受

忍 也是由分界线的 一旦不知不觉中过线了

突如其来的暴风雪将会发生

坦白说，这次的旅行，我一点儿都不开心

你们把我当成什么了。是刚认识的朋友吗？

自己玩自己的 而我却只跟了信原

那是时候请问 这旅行的目的

不告诉我 是为了给我时间与他相处

那你们真的很不了解我 拜托他帮我举办

是为你和你们多点回忆 而并为不开心

可惜，当我回家后打开行李 发现“不开心”被带回来了

我也曾告诉你们 我不喜欢因为一个“他” 把你们扔下

当天发生什么 结果我是被逼跟他的

并不是说跟他是委屈了我 而只是不喜欢为了一个人扔下朋友

打球 游戏 我不懂 而我一直却在房里睡觉

我不知道。不想去问了，如果我问了，我们也许会打仗了

我横不得赶快回家，顿时与你们相处，压力也越来越大

鼻涕 眼泪 一大把

如果姐妹是这么做 那就当我笨 对这一窍不通

to be continue

THAT'S MY STORIES IN A YEAR

honestly, i don't even know how to start my stories one by one. so i'll just write whatever thing in my mind right now. so yea, the first thing i could say is my ex. although i had broke up with him for around two years, during all these time, i thought i've forgotten everything about him. but all the stories keep appear in my mind. and i always thought that there's a chance for me to be back with him. finally i realize that i m the one who always think too much. whenever i on facebook, the forst thing i'll do is check him profile cause i wish to know what things in his mind, and i care about it. sometimes i feel him, but lastly he told me he fall for another girl. i could says that everything are complicated. i can't even explain. there're another stupid thing that i did for him. if you're my dears, i'm sure that you knows i don't even like sport at all. but just because of him, trying to just look at him or talk to him, i forced myself to join the same club for him, forced myself to love that sport. lastly, only i realize that what i did are useless, he don't even care me at all, he cares for his "someone" i think. i think i am seriously a dumb ass. i'm not trying to blame you or what, but i'm sure without him, i won't like studies and being mature at all. i'm glad that i could nearly spend my high school life with you. PS: i could say i m still care about what you think about me. i know i m stupid, but i don't know why. maybe i used to it.

next, it'll be another stories with a guy. he's a cute guy that i had meet. there's some sweet memories that happen between me and him. and we nearly together. but somehow he keep giving some reason. so sometimes in my mind, i just wanna to say that, if you don't love someone, please don't give he/she a hope. you'll hurt him/her badly. that's exactly what i feel when he told me all those reasons. owh! there's one time you text me asked m i angry you, and i told you "NOPE" right? now, it's the time for me to be honest with ya. actually, i am a bit mad about you but what i can do, i can just to accept it. at that moment my heart was like *OUCH* , it's hurt. since that time, i didn't really trust "love". it's a hard game for me, and i think i can't stand with it. sorry guy. and the card that you made for me, it's like a important in my life. but i really don't know for you what does it means la. but i hope you appreciate it. PS: tak care, atleast you're still important for me and we have the chance to be together and the timing is incorrect, so we miss it . maybe you'll just forget me one day, but i won't just forget you easily.

3rd, don't care what previous thing had happen. what i can say now is i got my boy. FINALLY! that's what i keep hear from other to me and also him. do you guys tried to get someone for 700plus days? seldom happen right. yea! my boy is the one there for me. in my memories, we always having argument, misunderstanding, or even sometimes i hate him. don't care what ever thing i did to him, he didn't even try to leave me alone. i even angry with without reason, he'll still be the one who try to cheer me up. there's seiously a long stories between me and my boy. sometimes i really feel guilty that what i had did to you, and even the ways i treat you now. for you guys, if one day your girlfriend treat you so, what will you going to do to her? owh! one more thing. i rejected him for thousand times, he still care and take care me lots. hmm! i'll try to post more about my boy. actually there's a video that he did for me, that's all our stories inside the video. heart. PS: thanks babe! love ya lots

besides all these relationship problem, there's problems happen in my friendship too. i can't explain what had happen. but i have words for them. please wait for it patiently

A NEW STARTING

i thought my blog is dead

but who knows? today i going to start blogging again

my blog is dead for around half year

and i didn't really go and update it

and now, i going to starts my stories here again

i just finished reading my previous post,

and suddenly the previous feeling comes back to me

i remember what had happen during all these year

how i fall for a guy, how i miss a guy, how crazy m i for a guy?

and now i could say

EVERYTHING IS PAST

now, i got my new life.

i going to start my stories one by one soon

PROMISES?,
why everyone likes to make promises but lastly they gonna to break it?
then what's the purpose for you to make a promise.
you know what?
atthe moment when you make the promise,
the person will fully believe with it.
but lastly, you break it again
when you break it,
you already pushing someone down from heaven to the hell!
do you get what i mean?
because of that,
you did make the person can't forget the moment when you promise at all
sometimes, it also make a person can't stand anymore
IT'S HURT.
do know know how funny and how dumb when a person,
waiting for you to achieve your promises?

having some discussion with sisters
it did make me going to kill people
and what, we met the same problem
what i wanna to say is
"just stay up and shut up when you can achieve what you going to promise"




this post doesn't aiming anyone
if you think i m talking about you, then that's YOU!
it is even about about myself?

与情绝缘

与情绝缘 正如朋友说的
无论 友情 亲情 爱情 都一点都不实际
一点都不可靠 让自己迷失自己

但最总不能绝缘的是 舞蹈
唯有舞蹈 让我感觉到自己
好像好像回到当初的自己
陶醉在 舞蹈世界当中

短短的时间内 为何一切一切的变化这么大
是因为 假期呆在家 没与世界接触吗？
我发现 所有所以为的 当真的 曾经的
统统都像乌云一样 消失了

或许 幻想能满足暂时性的满足
但 它却是恶梦的开始
也就此因为这样 我的恶梦也不曾停顿过
一连串的 伤痛 失眠 统统出现
多次想过 “与情绝缘” 但一次又一次的不忍心
哎 我不需要解释 不需要‘借口’
只希望世界有奇迹
一分钟 一小时 一天 一个月 一年
我都不介意 对我而言
我并不在乎 天长地久 只在乎曾经拥有
也许此刻 幻想又再次开始了

sometimes when you're not in your own country
you are with someone that you totally don't know
you will be more enjoy
cause all problems will just stay in your own place
they won't be following you to another place :)