day trip to brighton

生病发烧了，没去上课。

想休息，却睡不着。

那就无聊点，就写写到这参观过的地方吧！

在12/10/13，到了Brighton一日游。

 啊！我胖了。

 摩天轮！:)

石子沙滩

这就是当地最出名的海滩。为什么呢？因为他们的海滩不是由沙组成的，而是各种不同的小石头组成的哦！

 而至于Brighton Pier呢，就是海上的一个游乐场吧！里头还蛮热闹的。

接着，我们就去享用午餐，这算是我们的第二次在外面用餐。由于对我们大马人而言，在外面用餐会很贵，因为大概一餐多数是7-8 英磅，但如果把它转换回马币的话，就大概35-40块了吧。

 Regency Fish Restaurant

 糟了！所有的食物的名堂我都忘了，只记得最后一个是Fish and Chips :)

走着走着，尽然给我遇见了macaroon. 对于爱甜食的我，当然无法抗拒了哦。一个macaroon大概1点多英镑。哎呀不管了啦！控制不了，就买了两个来试试看！

 Julien Plumart, Boutique Et Salon De The

Julien Plumart, Boutique Et Salon De The

 我买了一个巧克力味，和一个raspberry 优格口味的来试试看。
*咬一口* 天啊！真的，我真的完完全全没有会把它给买下
反而后悔买不够多。算了算了， 控制！

然后也参观了Brighton Royal Pavilion， 但照片都不在我这儿。

 其实重点本来是想拍那些鸟儿的，最后它们飞掉了！

（这草地有很多鸟，它们都不怕人的耶）

 就随便拍拍，也不懂有什么特别

临走前，又拍多一张哦！哈哈!Brighton Pier :) 旅途完毕！

坦白说，如果你问我玩的开心吗？ 

我只会说还好，并不是这地方不好旅游，而是途中很多不开心的事发生吧！

原本好好的我们一群人一起去，突然A突然要加入。

对于我们，我们都不介意。反正一起出去玩嘛！

其实，A只认识群众里的两人，那照道理，不是她要迁就我们吗

竟然去到后头，我们个个要照她的意思。

之后，就从头被她酸，酸到尾。

啊啦！算了啦，事情过了就算了，没必要放在心上。

就这样，一天过去了！:)

友情

自己梦想来到英国会有一班很好的朋友

但结果发现到  事情未必是你想象的那样

难道真的把友情放得太重了吗？

是时候睁一只眼闭一只眼了

当初真的是以真心对待  而如今是如此的回报

也许是真的来自不同的世界，互相迁就是必然的

但 别把这迁就当成必然的

如果迁就不来，就当场指点

何必在背后指指点点的

做人爽快点吧！要说敢敢说

如今还在慢慢找寻真正适合自己的友情

而 而今还能在这找到个信任的人

*thanks sis! appreciate our friendship. and thanks for taking caring me and give me advice all these while.*

曾经的白痴，好玩，叽喳，三八，我好想念。

放下心烦，勇于踏出这一步，
快快乐乐的做自己吧！
:)

Relationship

After my last relationship, I don't really understand what's the real meaning of relationship.

WHAT

IS 

RELATIONSHIP?

noooooooooo! i dont know!

For me, I think relationship is fragile. The promises can break easily.

Commitment is need but who knows end up you might be get complain by the partner.

Maybe at this moment, I dont know how to believe on any relationship.

I feel that everything is just a lie.

There're people who make promises, but as time pass, the promises no longer promises

The friendship or "feelings" no longer as close as before

Everything will be change over time.

Maybe at this moment, I just need some break.

just leave me alone, I will be fine.

I'm just tired.

phewwwww! just finish reading my very first journal in UK.

but seriously, since I'm in UNMC, when i wrote my report, 

I didnt really read the journals all one by one, I will just summarize.

But today, I really finished words by words. I'm proud of myself.

*lol! I know there's nothing to proud of, but still, I feel proud about myself*

okay fine! it's over. just let me have some updates about myself.

It's about 19 to 20 days since my last post? okay, I cant really remember. 

But yeah! During these 3 to 4 weeks, I went to a few place.

Post about my trip, I will upload soon. 

Lately, I went for few drinking sessions. I really enjoyed myself with the new friends that I met here.

And it's actually my first time taking caring them too :)

unfortunately, I drunk during one session. I feel embarrassed when I think back about it.

I feel embarrassed not because of I did something wrong,

but I feel embarrassed is because I cried a lot. -.-

I thought I had overcome all the difficult that I faced here 

who knows, I haven. I'm just trying my best to hide myself from it rather than face it

Maybe that's one of the reason that I feel lost here.

Honestly, I m having homesick, but Im not dare to say out and tell my parents

I know I will tears out when I tell them. I told myself to be strong, so I act nothing in front of them.

I miss NDC a lot, looking at the members uploading all practice moments or any related post,

I immediately feel down. Yea, over here I did join dance club, but the feeling is totally different

It's like being ignore over here, practice alone, dance alone without meeting new friends.

But the feeling in NDC is totally different, is like a big family. It's so so so warm.

I keep wondering, did I make a wrong choice to be here? hmmmm!

Last but not least, of course my dearest friends there.

Every single moment chatting, studying together, cook together, heart talk together.

All these are like never happen here. :(

I'm thinking, isn't it my own problem that brings me down and makes me getting outliner?

Isn't it I should put down my every worries, and just move on?

Jace, you have to stand up. You really need to learn what you should do this moment.

I know I can make it :)

Good luck!

New Chapter In Jace's Life

Finally dream comes true, I manage to get myself to exchange to UK for one year.
For me, it is really a new chapter for me, somewhere let me grow up alone.
I had been leaving from Malaysia since 11 of September.
And now is early October. Time passes so fast, and now half a month had passed.

Am I doing good over here? The answer that I always give is YES, I AM.
But actually am I really doing fine here? Im not sure
Honestly, I am missing Malaysia, family, friends, foods and lots.
The moment I was on phone with my friend, I cried badly.
She's the only one that i can share my things with.
Isn't that I dont want to share my stuff with my parents,
but I know, they tried their best to send me here,
because they want to see their girl grow up, being mature, being independent.
I doesn't want disappoint them, I doesn't want them to worry about me.
I believe I can make it.

Seriously, over there, there's no one I can talk with.
Maybe blog is the only way i can express.
Sometimes, I feel really lost with I need a talk, but there's no one be at my side.
When I'm down, no one can be at my side, giving me encouragement.
When I couldn't make any decision, no one giving me advice.
oh yeahhhh! It's really a time for me the learn.
No matter what.

Yesterday I sat at the trent building alone, there's no longer people accompany for lunch.
I don't mind at all.
Maybe it's really tired, I need some break before facing the reality.
The wind blows on me, bringing my trouble my upset away from me.
At the same time, I accidentally touched the necklace that my parents gave me before I leave.
I told myself, I have to be strong. Im no longer a kid.
What I want is just a smile. I will keep bringing on a smile on my face.
:)

*more stories will be update soon*

loves,
Jace.

逃避

我真希望可以立刻去英國

不希望留在這 就算短短的一秒鐘

真的很煩

我祇希望我能平平淡淡的過生活

為何 有人一直逼我做我不想要的

拜託！這感覺，又回到那年

我不喜歡被逼  而你已讓我弄到不想見你

請，別讓我討厭你。當我討厭的話，這證明你很過分了！

*看到這篇章的話，請別問我任何東西。我會把你當透明，謝謝！*