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Monday, May 17, 2010

exam is start
but what , i didn't study at all
it is because i was keep busy with citrawarna stuff
and lastly i got high fever for 4 days
last saturday, i forced to be in hospital for one night
i hate being in the hospital :/
besides that, today!
i need to go to hospital again
cause not fuly recovered
luckily this time, i do not need to stay in hospital anymore
PHOBIA!! :(

start from tomottow having citrawarna practice until 7
having practice even exam?
no choice. cause i like it!

*both of my hand got two holes :/

Monday, April 5, 2010

i m damn lost now! :(

Sunday, March 28, 2010

as what expect, dreams are always dream
no matter how hard i pray, how much i miss you
that's just i m the only one who think about it
and what i did, it's just a nonsense for everyone
my mood changed very fast today
from full of hopes, happy and excited
it immediately changes to disappointing, down and upset
yea, i know! i m the one who expect everything highly
and lastly what i got it's just nothing
i admit it's my wrong, it's not his fault
but what my mood is still down


sorry for being moody when you called me
it's not your fault, it's my fault
cause i think i m the only one who expect everything highly

Saturday, March 27, 2010

what i dream it's never comes true
and i think today i going to be disappointed again
=/

Friday, March 26, 2010

i really don't know what's wrong with me
my results, my singing skill, my keyboard skill. my friendship and more
is getting worst and worst. WTH that i had did?
can someone tell me what's wrong with me?
NO!! NO WAY!
i don't want all my things getting worst, i doesn't wish to lost them

the CHS idol is coming soon, and you know what right now?
i have no confident to join it at all!
I AM USELESS!!


can someone help me?
i really feel like crying it loud now!!
:/

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

BE FINE SOON! :D

suddenly i realize that i m kinda emotional nowadays
5 minutes before this i was damn happy,
5 minutes after this i was kinda down
wanna to have a sleep now




reason WHY? remains secret



*aikkx
i think it's the time for me to stop thinking the nonsense
i don't care anything more what i care now is you
the one and only



*breathing*