这是我的新年吗？

一次又一次的，我真的很累了

到底我做错什么了吗？

就算我做错了，是不是该开口说声告诉我呢？

这次连一句回复都没有

说好的新年计划，就就因为没回复什么都没了

哈！最不想的事情总会发生

真的没想过我的新年会变成这样

本来想好的新年会是一班朋友一起吃东西

一起喝喝酒，说说话，赌赌博，唱唱歌

但，

尽然一句都不回，就算问了也是白问

如果真的不想要就说出口

什么都不说根本不清楚我下一步是什么

我真的累了，没力气在猜测了

Again and again, I'm really tired of this

Can I know what I did wrongly?

At least tell me when I really do something wrong.

This time, the WHOLE GROUP is not replying any single message

Tomorrow will be the Chinese New Year Eve, 

no reply at all, means no reunion dinner,

gonna screwed up the whole new year plan.

This situation had appeared in my mind during the trip

I can't believe that, 

it really happens.

At first, I thought I will spend my CNY with my friend

eating, chatting, drinking together

end up, THEY DONT REPLY ANY MESSAGE FROM ME AT ALL

if you guys really dont want, just say out.

I'm really tired with guess.

CNY alone, so what?

Aaaaaaaa! I miss home :/

我是透明人

傻傻的在房裡玩著自己新買的Macbook

而手機whatsapp group不停拼命地在響著

但永遠聽不明看不明他們所說的

就很明顯被忽落的感覺

啊！

算了算了，

如果對你而言，

根本就不在乎，

那我也沒必要去在乎你們對吧？

就只是對這樣的世界感到厭倦罷了

還有一個學期｀

加油！

2days1night in Birmingham and Conventry

On last Saturday, 

I went to Birmingham and met up with my friend, Jun Rong. :) 

at the same time, 

gonna pick up my stuff from him too. 

We met up at the Birmingham Coach Station around 12 pm, 

and of course, 

our next plan was LUNCH. 

haha! He brought me to one of the Malaysia Restaurant.  

Aaaaaaa, it has been long time for me craved for all these Malaysia Food 

since the day I'm in UK?

Finally I managed to stop my craving. 

Curry and Gong Fu Chao! 

I'm so so sooooo happy. 

Curry Laksa

Gong Fu Chao

After our lunch, we went for dessert, BUBBLE MILK TEA. Nah! it's actually not a dessert, it was just rain, so we couldn't walk around, that's why we found a shop and chill. The bubble milk tea here was not perfect as Malaysia one, like Gong Cha or Chatime. :/

Finally the rain stopped, 

Rong brought me around Birmingham City.

 Here's some photos that I took at The Mailbox. 

The scenery here was pretty nice. 

I love the sunlight shot. 

I remembered the wind was strong on that day, my skirt keep flying up,

 and my cap almost flew away.

My favourite cap was out with me ♥

The Mailbox evening view scenery 

Then we were just walked around, 

accidentally we saw

.

..

...

....

.....

Here you go, guess what's that?

Let me tell you what's that?

It's
..
....
......
........
............

Library of Birmingham

Can you image that this is the library?

The library is so nice

Ignore my silly face

 At first, I thought it was an office building, who knows it's library

OMG! LIBRARY?!

of course I'm curious.

So we decided to go in and have a look.

Come on! Let me show you how's the library looks like. :)

Taaadaaannnggg!

See around the building

There're so many floors and books. haha!

Of course I know that there'll be books around the library. 

But wait!

Just see it .

the entrance

went up the escalator 

the colourful library♥

The most interesting part was,

The library has a big balcony 

The balcony was pretty awesome! 

Here's some photo to show the view from the balcony

with the city view

underground library :)

Buddy since kindergarten 

the view from the balcony.♥

 After visiting the library, the sky was getting darker but that time was only 4 something. We got no plan, end up, Rong brought me for dessert in Bullring. This time really dessert. At sister company of Patisserie Valerie, but the actual name I can't remember.

Guess what? After dessert, we went back Conventry

and 

and

and

We ate again

We met up with Yee Hliang for dinner and a small catch up session

Burger

squid salad

    

duck

GOSHH! I'm really full! My stomach full of food. 

When we reached home, 

Rong's housemates offered us some cookies and carrot cake

They smell nice, 

But my stomach really overload

Can't fit in any food at all

Therefore, we decided to have it for our breakfast tomorrow morning.

On the second day, I woke up around 10.30am

that time, Rong was just back from his training

He woke up at 6.30am

We had his housemates' cookies and carrot cake as breakfast

After breakfast, we went to Ikea for food again

First try on Ikea meatball

After that, 

FOOD again!

Dinner before I leave Birmingham

first Nando in UK

So basically my day 2 in Birmingham and Coventry was FOOD only!

Seriously, this guy really feed me food whenever I'm with him

Last time was London

and this time Birmingham

both of the trips

FULL OF FOOD

this guy memang a, everytime see me say I gain weight

but still

always bring me around for food

THANK YOU! :)

ha! thats what friends.

although keep complaining you, 

but still bringing you food around

they will never mind about your size or appearance

what they care is only,

THE WAY YOU TREAT THEM :D

Actually, this was the main aim

MacBook Air

Thanks daddy mummy ♥

Seriously, I feel that I'm the luckiest person in the world

I got a warm and sweet parents always be there for me 

JJWINES babes in my life

(kindergarten,primary and secondary friends)

Psychoairen in Malaysia waiting for me

and

People around me who care for me, you know who you are ♥

mental support during exam

The day after my last paper and a short outing around the city

I went back my room, at first I plan to have a rest 

Suddenly two of my UNMC besties asked me to Skype with them

And of course. After my bath, I called them.

Feel so warm to see them and chat,

doing all kind of silly things right in front of them, heart talk with them,

I don't need to hide anything from them, that's why I feel so relax.

I don't mind doing all these stuff right in front of them, because I manage to make them laugh 

Hey girls, thanks for being my side, chatting with me, supporting me when I'm down, giving me advice when I'm lost. Especially everytime right after my paper, you guys are the first one who text me and concern about my condition. When I tell you guys that I didn't did well in my paper, you guys giving all kind of mental support. Even we are far apart right now, but I still manage to feel you guys. I can't wait to go back and stay with you girls, chatting in the midnight, cooking together, sleep together, laugh together, cry together and of course doing silly stuff together. awwwww! Love you girls so so sooooo much! :D

Secondly, bro, thank you for guiding me about my study, telling me what to study and explain everything to me so I could understand everything. All these while, we both were stressed up by a lot of stuffs, but luckily we got both, chatting together makes me feel relieve. I feel so appreciate. :) Yesterday, during our Skype session, something happened, I was so so so emotional, she saw everything but she doesn't mind. She's still be at my side, advising me, guiding me.*hugs*

Thirdly, one of my friend in Nottingham. From the day I came back from my trip, I getting more and more stress without my own self notice because of exam. Study until late night almost everyday, didn't eat well, not enough sleep, all kind of things. Thank you to this friend that keep remind me to eat, sometimes bring me out for a propel meal or go out for a walk to release my stress. Called me and calm me down when I didn't manage to fit any single word into my brain or nervous. Being my alarm clock and wake me up from my nap. The night before my cognitive paper, I was totally gone, I didn't manage to chill down myself, I can't sleep, my heart beat was super duper fast, no matter how hard I forced myself to sleep, but I still can't sleep. This friend called me, talked the whole night, trying to chill me down. Although, still the same, I can't sleep, but I still feel appreciate. End up, I just sleep for only an hour on that day. Appreciated every single thing that you done :) thanks!

Then, my friend from Cardiff. Both of us having exam at the same time, but now I finished my paper but she's still struggling with her paper. Once again, Good Luck. Yeah! Thank you very much to this friend, being my side, chatting with me during midnight. Sending energy to each other, silly photos in snapchat, SMS-es. And owh yea, there's one day, i screwed up my paper, I cried badly, thanks for the call, listening to me cry for like half an hour I guess, giving me advice, trying to make me stronger and be tough. Thank you ❤

Thank you everyone who giving me mental support all these while, 

and finally, I'm done with my papers. Im back to a normal happy girl again.

*hugs and kisses*

thank you and appreciated. ❤❤❤

出狱了！❤

熬过了大概有一个月的努力准备，

这一个月里辛苦与煎熬，终于熬完了，

现在正式宣布，本小姐考完试了。❤

至于考得怎么样，话不多说，顺其自然就好。

现在期待祈求的就是不要不及格就好了

*拜托拜托*

21/1/13

当天，大概早上十点半就考完试了

但途中有些小事发生，拖拖拉拉的，拖到大约11-12点

我们才离开考场范围

考完试，第一件要做的事当然是去庆祝啦

结果呢，我们三个去了city里的 Red Hot庆祝啦

其实，也并不是什么庆祝的，而是慰劳自己好好地吃一餐

Red Hot 是一个自助餐似的餐厅

坦白说，这还不错的，比起上次我试的另一间 “MaySum" 好吃很多

上次我去的好像大约7.50英镑，这次的是8.50英镑

虽然贵了1镑，但我觉得划算很多，因为RedHot有更多更好的选着

这间餐厅还挺特别的，算是有主题吧

加上当你一踏入餐厅，它并不像普通餐厅，而它是机场概念的

食物方面也蛮不错

有印度餐，西餐，中餐，日本餐，咖喱，炒面，还都很多很多

而上次我去的MaySum比较是中餐罢了

太久没吃的乌冬面

但我比较想念我kakak煮的

甜品区

说实在，我还是比较喜欢甜点。我的最爱

啊！还有他们的芒果优格雪糕超好吃的。

和他们的brownie也是棒棒棒！

坦白说，我还没尝试他们的咖喱，只能怪肚子不争气

塞不了东西了。真的是太饱太饱了

有机会，我一定要去多一次 :)

Yu Shyuan

Kar Er 

本小姐

吃饱后，走走路，散散步当消化

回家前，打算拍个合照照

结果。。。

后面的那两个人，不认识的，把我们吓坏了-.-!

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曾经的考完试，我和Eshan必做的事是

Year 1 Semester 1 (2012)

Year 1 Semester 2 (2013)

在校园拍照留恋

纪念着这个semester的努力奋斗，

开心不开心一切一切

但如今，只剩自己一的

我不担心，是时候学习坚强

加上还有一个学期就回去了，说不定，那时的我会想念这里呢？

未来的事，谁知道？