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Monday, March 31, 2014

Mfest :)

Just done with Mfest last week

and now, it's time for me to show you my hard work 

I'm proudly to show you,
FLASHMOB
and
CHINESE DANCE

Was busy for around one month,
practice everyday until late night
and now,
finally it's over
It's time for me back to study
and focus on my last final.

Thursday, March 6, 2014

小小的報告

不懂為何這張照片
有點不像自己的感覺
也許是髮型吧!

最近,也漸漸開始忙了
開始忙著跳舞準備MFest,連讀書的時間也沒什麼了
有機會的話,在英國的你,
不妨來在22號來Nottingham Old Market Square支持一下吧!
:)
到時見。 ♥ ♥



好吧!那現在讓我更新一下最近的生活




其實,我在英國的生活也生下不多,我快回馬來西亞了
來到這後,真的有點不想回去
如今的馬來西亞,不知怎麼搞的,也變得越來越危險
感覺回去好沒安全感,身邊有如炸彈般
無法預測意外或打槍什麼似的事情會發生
即將回去住的TTS也變得越來越複雜,越來越危險
算了吧,還是無法改變什麼,我還是得回去
但,
我也蠻想回去,
因為我想念家人,朋友和食物了!

說到朋友,我真的不明
我一世人,得遇見多少關於朋友的問題
是,這是人生
我必須經歷
但也太累了
原本以為在這能寄託的朋友,無緣無故的消失了
我也不敢不停地打擾,因為害怕自己很煩惹人討厭
曾經的每天不斷的聯絡,如今有如像斷了線般的風箏一樣一去不回頭了
剩下的只是曾經的回憶
可是,當需要你的時候或記得你的利用價值時
我才會被記起。
“也太淒慘了吧”

經過種種事件,我知道我得堅強
不能太在意別人,不能把 “朋友” 這兩個字看的太重
我承認,這是我的弱點
無法改變的事實
能做的,也只是接受

暫時性的我,只是感到累了
只是想要個肩膀依靠一下。
但我身邊沒有,
有的只是我最愛的公仔們

Monday, March 3, 2014

girl that I first met in Nottingham


She's the first girl that I met in UK
GLORIA TSE! :)

I remember that, the first day of practical class, 
I sat alone, I don't even know any single one here
I don't even know how to switch on the mac book
I don't know what should I do in the class
The feeling being alone here is like so scary 
During break time, this girl randomly gave me a smile
We started introducing each other, and sort of things
Unexpectedly we were in the same group for practical
slowly, we became closer with each other
  



















Time passes so fast,
I'm now leaving UK soon
I guess when I'm back in Malaysia, I will be missing her
is like how I used to miss Eshan when I'm in UK
I promise, I will go Hong Kong and meet up with you one day.
Wait for me,
what we can do right now is just
appreciate the time that we left.
:)

Sunday, February 23, 2014

a random Sunday lunch

It was just a random Sunday outing

I know that I have to do my report as soon as possible
I am trying hard to focus myself on my report. End up, I did nothing. 
Scrolling Facebook, twitter, Instagram were only thing I do when I'm in my room
lastly, I ring my friend and out for a lunch

We decided to try on the spanish cuisine in the city
"LA TASCA" - spanish bar and kitchen

This is my first try on spanish cuisine.
OMG! I would like to say it's so awesome!
I don't mind come back to eat again :)


SANGRIA is a typical beverage from Spain. It tasted like wine, 
NO!
 its like the mule wine taste with chopped fruits in it. 
(actually mule wine is also wine,haha)
It's really nice! :)



and the tapas! :)


this this this!
SEAFOOD PAELLA
it's really nice, very very nice! 
I love it so so so much!
I even feel like eating it right now when I'm blogging about it 
"IMPRESIONANTE"












Guess what's the last?
OF COURSE
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DESSERT!!


and yeah! my awesome day ends like that :D

before heading back, I knew that one of my friend was stressing up with assignments
passed by and bought a milkshake for friend
and now my turn,

Back to report time again.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

MAYDAY concert in London

Im not a fans of MayDay
somehow I know that they are super good in LIVE concert
was thinking, should I go for an experience?

Friday, February 14, 2014

Happy Valentine Day :)

I had been celebrating valentine's day since past few years
But this year I'm celebrating alone.
Since I was in UK, I feel that all kind of special celebration day are just a normal day for me
Hmmm, today I'm not gonna do anything due to sickness
Somehow I'll be brainstorm for my choreograph 

Anyway, want to wish everyone Happy Valentine's Day.
  • For those who are coupled, please appreciate your partner, dont ever try to lie to him/her, or anything that indirectly hurt him/her.
  • For those who are single, it's okay. Just enjoy what you have right now, even though you don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend. But remember, you got a lot of friends around you. Remember you're not forever alone. Just that, you haven got the right one. 
And,
  • For those who fall for someone, just try your best to get the one you love! GOOD LUCK :D


Wednesday, February 5, 2014

很想討厭你


*只能想像一起 但我沒勇氣 所以很想討厭你


Tuesday, February 4, 2014

變胖有罪

我真的搞不懂
從小到大我的體質就是那麼容易發胖
莫非這也是一個罪嗎?
真的只覺得很無辜
從小,就一直被周圍的朋友或家人嘲笑
知道大概中午的時候,慢慢瘦下一點
就算瘦下了,還是永遠都會嫌棄你胖

結果來到這,
我承認我一開始對甜點都控制不了
但久而久之,也就這樣,沒什麼碰甜點了
但體重仍然無緣無故的增加
我不介意什麼,但身邊的人永遠
一直給你聽很諷刺的話,很嘲笑你
我真的很想說,我也不想的
我也想知道,到底什麼一回事,我也不知為甚麼我胖到那麼誇張

我真的很想澄清,我最近的胃口
誇張到,一吃了就想要吐,最後還是儘量選擇湯,優格或水罷了
就算跟別人澄清,他們永遠嘲笑說“哇!你懷孕了啊”
!@#$% 你是真的沒讓我罵過嗎?

我真的沒力氣去跟你們解釋了

我只是一個連呼吸一口也會變胖的人
如果你介意,那就算
就得我丟你面子,那就別做我的朋友
我真的,
無力去解釋

無聊的新年

除夕的那天,可憐的我有上課
說真的,在這裡,新年也沒什麼特別
什麼氣氛也沒有,就很像普通的一天
去學校上上課,回家吃飯的感覺
呃!
但那天最高興的就是
親眼看到下雪
坦白說,這是我第一次看見雪花飄下
對我而言,真的很美很美
還記得那個時候,我還在上課,9-11的課
那麼恰巧,老師就在那個時候給我們短短幾分鐘的休息時間
結果朋友們不斷打電話給我說下雪了了
哇!那個時候立刻馬上沖出去
但出去時見到的是下雨☔️不是下雪
沮頭喪氣的走回班,過不到一分鐘,另一個朋友又打給我說下雪了
啊,那時我抱著那種“又被騙”的感覺走出去
出到去,見到的又是雨不是雪
那時,打算堅持一下,等一等
不久,見到有點不妥
眼前的雨慢慢變成了雪
超開心的
但同一時間就好像有種鄉下人出城的感覺
周圍的人就好像普普通通一樣,而我卻興奮不已

上完課後,便去朋友家吃個團圓飯
沒什麼特別,因為他們都沒什麼很想慶祝
跟他們最特別的東西就是白白等
等什麼不知道,吃個團圓飯得從8點等到10點
就算食物已準備好了,人也到齊了
仍然在等,等什麼沒人知
吃完晚餐後就回家了,就很悶啦其實
真的很想念在家鄉雖然沒東西做但有家人的陪伴
有紅包拿,小孩子的吵鬧聲,長輩們的麻將聲
在這裡什麼都沒有,只有房裡陪伴我的暖爐聲
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初一早上為兩位朋友慶生,忙了一整天
到了晚上,就到了coursemates 家吃飯
當晚我們吃火鍋,我的最愛
就,很久沒吃很想念
她們家,還真的讓我挺羨慕
真的很有家,很有新年氣氛
原本打算在她們家過夜,但由於不舒服
還是回家休息了
其實真的很謝謝她們的邀請
因為跟她們,至少還有種新年的感覺新年的氣氛
不然,對我而言,初一也就只是普通的一天罷了。
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初二起床時,原來已經中午十二點,半天已經過去了
家人要講電話,結果跟他們一聊
聊了大約2-3個小時
看看照片,就知道他們有多開心
說真的,還有點挺想家,起來後跟家人們問好
拿拿紅包,看看煙花,吹吹海風

聊完天後,邊趕去Broadgate的新年晚宴
晚宴裡有舞獅,兩項武術表演,就這麼多
哈哈!
原本以為,晚餐後能和朋友玩玩牌,聊聊天就過他們要各忙各的。那算,我就問一些朋友要不要參與我另一班朋友跟我說不那就算了竟然有一個還跟我說,今天不回家也沒關係-________________-
那算,結果我自己去參我朋友的朋友說真的,真的很開心他們跟那麼大方的讓我參與雖然跟他們沒什麼很認識,但跟他們相處,真的很開心。我一點後悔也沒有,不參與他們我才後悔呢!


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我的初三,
也就只是參加Nottingham Malaysian Society在Red Hot
舉辦的Chinese New Year dinner。

with the sweet girl, Wan Yee





Thursday, January 30, 2014

这是我的新年吗?

一次又一次的,我真的很累了
到底我做错什么了吗?
就算我做错了,是不是该开口说声告诉我呢?
这次连一句回复都没有
说好的新年计划,就就因为没回复什么都没了
哈!最不想的事情总会发生
真的没想过我的新年会变成这样

本来想好的新年会是一班朋友一起吃东西
一起喝喝酒,说说话,赌赌博,唱唱歌
但,
尽然一句都不回,就算问了也是白问
如果真的不想要就说出口
什么都不说根本不清楚我下一步是什么
我真的累了,没力气在猜测了

Again and again, I'm really tired of this
Can I know what I did wrongly?
At least tell me when I really do something wrong.
This time, the WHOLE GROUP is not replying any single message
Tomorrow will be the Chinese New Year Eve, 
no reply at all, means no reunion dinner,
gonna screwed up the whole new year plan.
This situation had appeared in my mind during the trip
I can't believe that, 
it really happens.
At first, I thought I will spend my CNY with my friend
eating, chatting, drinking together
end up, THEY DONT REPLY ANY MESSAGE FROM ME AT ALL
if you guys really dont want, just say out.
I'm really tired with guess.
CNY alone, so what?



Aaaaaaaa! I miss home :/

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

我是透明人

傻傻的在房裡玩著自己新買的Macbook
而手機whatsapp group不停拼命地在響著
但永遠聽不明看不明他們所說的
就很明顯被忽落的感覺
啊!
算了算了,
如果對你而言,
根本就不在乎,
那我也沒必要去在乎你們對吧?
就只是對這樣的世界感到厭倦罷了
還有一個學期`
加油!

2days1night in Birmingham and Conventry

On last Saturday, 
I went to Birmingham and met up with my friend, Jun Rong. :) 
at the same time, 
gonna pick up my stuff from him too. 


We met up at the Birmingham Coach Station around 12 pm, 
and of course, 
our next plan was LUNCH. 
haha! He brought me to one of the Malaysia Restaurant.  
Aaaaaaa, it has been long time for me craved for all these Malaysia Food 
since the day I'm in UK?
Finally I managed to stop my craving. 
Curry and Gong Fu Chao! 
I'm so so sooooo happy. 

Curry Laksa
Gong Fu Chao






After our lunch, we went for dessert, BUBBLE MILK TEA. Nah! it's actually not a dessert, it was just rain, so we couldn't walk around, that's why we found a shop and chill. The bubble milk tea here was not perfect as Malaysia one, like Gong Cha or Chatime. :/



Finally the rain stopped, 
Rong brought me around Birmingham City.
 Here's some photos that I took at The Mailbox. 
The scenery here was pretty nice. 
I love the sunlight shot. 
I remembered the wind was strong on that day, my skirt keep flying up,
 and my cap almost flew away.

My favourite cap was out with me ♥
The Mailbox evening view scenery 




Then we were just walked around, 
accidentally we saw
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Here you go, guess what's that?

Let me tell you what's that?

It's
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Library of Birmingham

Can you image that this is the library?

The library is so nice

Ignore my silly face





















 At first, I thought it was an office building, who knows it's library
OMG! LIBRARY?!
of course I'm curious.
So we decided to go in and have a look.
Come on! Let me show you how's the library looks like. :)






Taaadaaannnggg!
See around the building
There're so many floors and books. haha!
Of course I know that there'll be books around the library. 
But wait!
Just see it .


the entrance
went up the escalator 

the colourful library♥



The most interesting part was,
The library has a big balcony 
The balcony was pretty awesome! 
Here's some photo to show the view from the balcony


with the city view

underground library :)









Buddy since kindergarten 


the view from the balcony.♥

 After visiting the library, the sky was getting darker but that time was only 4 something. We got no plan, end up, Rong brought me for dessert in Bullring. This time really dessert. At sister company of Patisserie Valerie, but the actual name I can't remember.




Guess what? After dessert, we went back Conventry








and 










and










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We ate again
We met up with Yee Hliang for dinner and a small catch up session



Burger


squid salad
    
duck

































GOSHH! I'm really full! My stomach full of food. 
When we reached home, 
Rong's housemates offered us some cookies and carrot cake
They smell nice, 
But my stomach really overload
Can't fit in any food at all
Therefore, we decided to have it for our breakfast tomorrow morning.









On the second day, I woke up around 10.30am
that time, Rong was just back from his training
He woke up at 6.30am
We had his housemates' cookies and carrot cake as breakfast



After breakfast, we went to Ikea for food again



First try on Ikea meatball

















After that, 
FOOD again!
Dinner before I leave Birmingham

first Nando in UK



So basically my day 2 in Birmingham and Coventry was FOOD only!





Seriously, this guy really feed me food whenever I'm with him
Last time was London
and this time Birmingham
both of the trips

FULL OF FOOD

this guy memang a, everytime see me say I gain weight
but still
always bring me around for food
THANK YOU! :)
ha! thats what friends.
although keep complaining you, 
but still bringing you food around
they will never mind about your size or appearance
what they care is only,
THE WAY YOU TREAT THEM :D














Actually, this was the main aim
MacBook Air


Thanks daddy mummy 









Seriously, I feel that I'm the luckiest person in the world
I got a warm and sweet parents always be there for me 
JJWINES babes in my life
(kindergarten,primary and secondary friends)
Psychoairen in Malaysia waiting for me
and
People around me who care for me, you know who you are